Here are the facts:
- i'm in a bit of a fog
- i'm ending a relationship that well lets just say has lasted for almost 19 years and I'm on the losing end
- for the most part I am content with my life, I have a home that I love, my son is almost grown - ok he is a young man, we have all been there, he is finding his own way. We all know how tough and lets face it fun (too much) that can be while he finds his way.
- there are no perfect families
- and what was I thinking when I thought writing was what I would do when I retired? HELLO!
- I just recently began writing again, not that I think I'm any where near where I want to be but.............."NEVER LET ANYONE STEAL YOUR DREAMS, NOT EVEN YOURSELF"!
- i've had many dreams in my life and honestly the the good Lord blessed me with many abilities, singing, writing, listening, and I dont judge. Really who am I or is anyone else to judge? Till you walk in someone elses's (spell check) shoes who are you to judge? What would you do in their place, really, WHAT? Fact is you dont know so how can you say and I WILL NOT HEAR YOU OR ANYONE ELSE PASS JUDGEMENT!
- Yes, I pray, well almost everyday to the Lord that he helps me stick to that.
- I DONT go to church but YES I do believe in a greater being that believes in us..........that is there to help us work through this really strange thing we call life. Hey, its free will and I do chose to believe, thats my choice!
- Do I believe that what the bible describes as God's gift to our salvation by the life of his only son? Father forgive me but I'm not one of the worthy (not for what he suffered) but I hope by being a friend to those who need me that I can offer them the spread of your LOVE AND FORGIVENESS that they may find their free will and honor you with their choice to serve in your service
- I believe in romance.................ALL OF IT! I just havent been lucky enough to have known it
- I love my family! I will defend and protect them till my dying breath. We each have to make our way and sometimes what we find along the way isnt what we were expecting but does it really matter? The bible says that "blood is life" and it is, ours. WE are our families life, its future, its culture, and the love that we pass along the way.
- its my choice to stay in touch with my roots. Growing up is hard, we figure out all the misgivings (kindest thing I can think of to describe it.) as we reach that early adult stage and not only are we dealing with "OMG, what am I going to do with my life, but "I thought my family was great, or I thought my family sucked". A lot became more clear.
